Ok so I ordered a treadmill this morning. It was between that and joining Curves. We don't have any other gyms close enough for me to go to. I am sick of hearing everyone say that it was stupid to buy a treadmill because I won't use it though. I used to pay $35 a month for a gym membership and all I used were the treadmills because I didn't want anyone seeing me use the other equipment! I did know how to use a treadmill and I was often going twice a day for a hour each time.. yes, maybe obsessive... but that's me for ya. I find I hate walking outside now and lately it has been a challenge just to go outside to check the mail... here I will be able to walk indoors.

I don't know how much good it will do if I am still eating 3000+ calories a day though... I don't know what to do about that. I feel sick and tired so I eat to try and make myself feel better momentarily. But I am consuming far too many calories and WAY too much sugar. Oh I know what to do... heck I have lost 100's of pounds over my life time. I know HOW to lose weight... but when I have before I didn't feel like this and I also didn't care so much about eating. Now food controls me. : ( 

One thing at a time I guess. Moving more is bound to do something positive. 

now if I can stop buying ice cream. : )